Day after day...Nobody really understood me,
I was an outcast at every school,
I always chose to be different,
And so the children decided to be cruel.
There was just one person,
She was my only friend,
The only person I could trust,
The only person which I could depend.
Soon she was my world,
The only one I saw,
She was my true best-friend
The one I would die for.
We spent all our time together,
So I no longer felt numb,
She laughed at all my jokes,
And met my foster mum.
We became inseparable,
I loved her like a sister,
But all too soon she was gone,
And oh how I missed her.
It turns out she had cancer,
And she suffered all alone,
My poor little sister,
My poor little Joan...
My mind tortures me with images,
Of her red rosy cheeks,
The pain is unbearable,
And my body silently shrieks.
People come and talk to me,
But I don't try to care,
All my brain will think about,
Is how much pain it can bear.
My eyes ran out of tears,
As they had all flown away,
My head is constantly pounding,
Day after day.
To cheer you up...Not a second goes by without me thinking about you
Not a minute goes by without me smiling whilst thinking about you
Not an hour goes by without me laughing about something you did
Not a day goes by without me talking to you
Not a week goes by without me seeing you
Not a moment goes by without me loving you
Please remember that....
For your own sake...
Let The Tears FallSometimes it feels so natural
Like the gentle rain of spring
Having tears pour down your face
Washing over everything
I'm not ashamed to let it out
All the emotion kept inside
To have it trickle down my cheeks
It's something I refuse to hide
Just letting go opens my heart
It allows my soul to breathe
But unlike the tears raining down
These feelings will never leave
Sincere emotions make it rain
These same emotions make me strong
I'll never shut my feelings down
I guess I've known that all along
There are times that I'll let go
And let the rain wash over me
It's a deluge coming from within
When I'm like this my heart can see